Testimony

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Sometimes, in Christian circles, we hear what people call "testimonies". A testimony is a time of reflection, telling the world about how God has worked in a person's life. In doing so, we not only strengthen our own faith but encourage others by giving glory to God.

I must admit, that I find many of these testimonies confusing. Some of them sound like "humble" bragging. Some of them sound like God's job is to give us a good, easy life. And, as long as that is happening, our faith is fulfilling and rewarding. 

My husband, recently said something about this kind of testimony, and it got me thinking. It is possible that the testimony sounded that way to me because the testimony takes the focus away from God and puts more focus on the individual. It's like saying - we are God's chosen people, so he favors us and showers us with more grace than an average person. 

We recently heard a series of sermons at the Flatirons church, and none of the five pastors who shared their testimonies, sounded like that. In fact, they all sounded like broken people, who were amazed by how God had rescued even people like them. They spoke about shame, despair, failure, fear and redemption. For the first time in my life, I actually heard what a testimony should sound like. 

God is God. He is sovereign. His grace is available to anyone who seeks it. There is not one ounce of "greatness" in us that makes Him want to do that. He does it because He is faithful, and His mercies are abounding. 

I have noticed this happening, even with people praying. Certain people's prayers are sought after - as if they have an inside connection with God. I wonder if we forget that God is the one providing, and the person who is praying is inconsequential. If at any point in our life, we place more importance on people than on God, there might be something wrong with the way faith is being expressed.

I pray that God would open our eyes to see His touch, and the countless ways in which he shows grace and mercy, every single day of our lives. To have the blessing of having people and a community that is willing to carry out what God has placed in their hearts - whether it is a simple act of reaching out to someone else or praying for them or sharing testimonies. 

My mouth will tell of your righteous deeds, of your saving acts all day long—
  though I know not how to relate them all.
I will come and proclaim your mighty acts, Sovereign Lord;
  I will proclaim your righteous deeds, yours alone.
Since my youth, God, you have taught me,
  and to this day I declare your marvelous deeds.
Even when I am old and gray, do not forsake me, my God,
till I declare your power to the next generation,
   your mighty acts to all who are to come. - Psalm 71:15-18

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